Good morning, and welcome to my new blog! The idea of blogging
has been rolling around in my brain for a while, and now is as good a time as
ever for me to get started. I’m moving from the Pacific Northwest to the Lone
Star State in less than two weeks (!!!!???!!?!), and I anticipate that this
move will be the impetus for some Big Adult Changes in my life. This move is
rather daunting for me, not only because I've never really moved since becoming
a (somewhat-) independent (quasi-) adult, but also because it marks a capital-T
Transition in my life.
For those who aren’t fully briefed on the situation, a large
part of the reason for this move is that I suspect that the cause of my health
issues, at least in part, is environmental. I spent much of my childhood in and
out of doctors’ offices, and since moving back to my hometown after college,
many of my health problems have returned - and brought some friends along! The
breaking point for me arrived late last year. I had been seeing my doctor for
migraines for most of 2012, and at my monthly appointment in September, he laid
out my options in very clear terms, and those options scared me. Drug 1 could
cause tremors and hair thinning; drug 2 would increase my mental fogginess and
anomia (inability to name objects, “tip-of-the-tongue” effect); drug 3’s side
effects included possible weight gain of up to twenty pounds and irregular
menstrual cycles. None of them could guarantee relief. I felt so defeated,
scared, and hopeless. In hindsight, that moment was just one out of many in
which I felt these things, but for some reason, it was my tipping point. I got
to peek deeper into the Pit of Despair and see, somewhat removed, what rock
bottom looked like. I realized very quickly that I wasn’t interested in going
There… so perhaps the answer could be found in going Elsewhere. My hope is that
changing my environment – specifically, moving somewhere warmer and dryer –
will help alleviate some of my chronic pain, allergies, and their ilk.
It’s a harebrained, last-ditch, desperate attempt, or in
other words, an adventure.
I will be serving as a corps member with City Year in San
Antonio, Texas, during the 2013-2014 school year. I know I’ll be very busy,
very tired, and sometimes very defeated. I know I can look forward to some
serious culture shock, and my fair share of reality checks. I hope this blog will
serve as a tether to stay connected to my family and friends, and perhaps more
importantly, to the facets of my identity that have moved me do this work. I
named my blog “Bibliophile Polyglot Idealist” because these are three aspects
of my self-image that I love, and that I think will help me keep my head above
water over the next year(s).
Look forward to book reviews, road trip pictures, growing
pains, and (I hope) many funny moments. There’s a reason why the coming-of-age
story is so classic, and I intend to find out for myself what all the fuss is
about.
Disclaimer: The opinions expressed on this page are not representative of City Year or AmeriCorps as organizations.
Disclaimer: The opinions expressed on this page are not representative of City Year or AmeriCorps as organizations.